Friday, 30 December 2011

• The beginning is the end is the beginning

  and so it is the last day of this year.

  second last actually but i will be away all weekend hence i have to post my last post slightly earlier before this year ends.

  All in all, although i had a few rough bumps along the way, i guess this year was pretty alright... ;)

  i've learned a lot, lived a little more, died a little more and also cried a little more. 

  at least i know i've lived... 

  ahh well. the trick is to just keep moving forward, no? 

  When there's nothing left to burn, you've got to set yourself on FIRE! 

   

  one of my favorite songs by bethany joy lens. the lyrics mean so much. i grew up with songs like these to comfort me during long hard times. times when i thought i was the only one who felt this way.

  
  

   

  It's October again

  Leaves are comin' down

  One more year's come and gone

  And nothing's changed at all

  Wasn't I supposed to be someone

  Who can face the things that I've been runnin' from

   

  Let me feel

  I don't care if I break down

  Let me fall

  Even if I hit the ground

  And if I

  Cry a little

  Die a little

  At least I know I lived

  Just a little

   

  I become much too good

  At being invincible

  I'm an expert

  At play at safe and keep it cool

  But I swear

  This isn't who I meant to be

  I refuse to let my life

  Roll all over me

   

  Let me feel

  I don't care if I break down

  Let me fall

  Even if I hit the ground

  And if I

  Cry a little

  Die a little

  At least I know I lived

  Just a little

   

  I wanna be somebody

  I, I wanna be somebody

  I wanna be somebody

  I, I wanna be Somebody

  Who can face the things that I've been Runnin' from

   

  Let me feel

  I don't care if I break down

  Let me fall

  Even if I hit the ground

  And if I

  Cry a little

  Die a little

  At least I know I lived...

   

  It's October again

  Leaves are comin' down

  One more year's come and gone

  And nothing's changed at all...

   

  • 8:22 PM
  • 30 Views
  • 0 eProps
  • 0 Comments